life in general

Its forever since I blogged and alot has happened in the months.

My dude and I still together - wow- its almost a year since we met - too much drama has come and gone - this long distance relationship is killing me - its soo difficult. I know I am in love, the problem is he? He says the words - but my experience with men is talk is cheap - I need to see action. I need us to talk about our future if we have one. Its stupid that I wont be the one to ask or even prompt the subject so this relationship might go on and on with no comittment - But my African values mean that I wont even ask.

Work - Now I am now officially bored. I need a challenge, something, anything, Apart from the fact that I am happy I have a job to go to every morning and the free internet, nothing else is fun anymore. (OK an occasional trip)

Dreams - one is about to come true, got shortlisted for a scholarship and have a feeling I will get it. but that puts into question so many other things my relationship with L, leaving Nairobi with family and friends again to live abroad. (Its never easy is it?)

Politics - being an election year in Kenya must comment. Know my presidential candidate, know my paliamentary candidate - all thats left is the councillor. ( I dont want it to be like last time, I asked the old cucu infront of me in the line who she was going to vote for at the local level and then voted that same person - cant even remember if he won the vote or not)

I guess thats it. There are 1000 little stories that didnt get told during this time period when I was quiet - Maybe next time I blog some more.